Saturday, December 10, 2011

LiFe after Uni

HuiFeNn says: i heart the 3 little princesses in my house... love them deep deep.

Dear Friends,
i am officially jobless now,
i am officially moved out from my hostel,
i am officially a mummy girl right now.

job hunting is tiring, will talk more a bout it sooner or later...
moving out from the hostel, is really, sigh, i feel so heartache,
cleaning the house,
taking off the house,
sweeping the house,,
it feels like i am sweeping off my memories,
i am so sad,
i miss both of my housemates,
they were just too great.
After moved out from the hostel,
i feel like,
i've no where to hide when i am feeling down,

Will have a TRIP marathon next week.
think about it,
make me excited, but zzz.
i will go to KL on 12/12 for an interview,
back from kl on 14/12
15/12 will Brunei career fair,
16/12 will back to my second hometown, Kota Kinabalu.

I've staying together with Maffin, the white ball few weeks,
I cannot imagine, the day when i need to return her to her mummy...
but i really hope that her mummy can bring her back soon,
the feeling of missing ur own pet is really, sucks..
Like, i miss my pappi during my summer holiday.

I am not going to talk more about the job interview,
i hope i can get the job,
as this is probably one of my dream job/dream company,
when i was still in uni.
pray hard
not only that,
i hope my another 3 friends, or maybe more
will get the same offer as well.
we gonna meet at the rig (Gorby, 2011).

Damn, i miss my uni life.
i miss everyone,

To Mr Leslie Chong Wei Seng,
please do ur best during the interview,
i've faith in u.
jia you!

To Mr. Chung How Min,
please study together.
and Happy belated Birthday,
treat u makan when i meet u.

Wednesday, November 30, 2011

Fuck You, Bitch

To a Bitch,
that i fucking hate,
and i can curse u,
to death.
fuck you, i know u dun even understand what the fuck i am writing here.
low class bitch.

Thursday, November 17, 2011

The same damn feeling

i had the same feeling. again. and
again. like.. 4.5 years ago.
but this time, the sadness doubled.
we've gone through too much memories together.
i cannot imagine,
the days without them.
holy sh*t.

i am going to miss this Topaz girl.
a lot.

i am going to miss the leader of topaz.
although he is noob, he is arrogant...
but he is still.... ehm..

another guy, the driver of topaz. LOL!
a guy that can spent hours washing a towel in hotel. hehe. u rocks.


Also my third year group, APATITE.

my super aggressive leader/
that always scold me. for wadever reasons. haha.

our super mapper,
that never complain, and do all the map works for us.
we <3 u! LOL!

also also, a guy that taught me 'the indian way of doing things'
super like! LIKE A BOSS!
Opps, not this, but... someone greater than this, for me, at least.
this one. the guy who never stop complain in fieldtrips,
and the best sample collector.

also, the always funny member,
who always say something funny to entertain us, when we feel damn tired. hehe.

and the potential paleontologist,
and also the best researcher!

last but not least,
multi language guy, really SATU MALAYSIA!
haha. he is damn steady i tell u!

also also....
i will miss the leader of gypsum, the cute little but strong girl... a lot.
.the manja manja girl <3<3

and and and... the leader of Talc.
HE ROCKS! omg, i am going to miss him like sh*t after he balik kampung

he is our class representative.
and like our papa in class.

and and and... the leader of orthoclase. LOL!

who help us to collect oil. hehe

Sunday, November 6, 2011

the critical sixty seven

dear lord,
thanks for everything u gave to me,
dear lord,
i am not greedy,
i need only sixty seven.
dear lord,
i love you,
please guide me,
to a person that u want me to be....

Friday, November 4, 2011

I am jobless

i am no longer a student now.
and i am jobless now.

Life after exam = BEST!
no stress,

Thursday, November 3, 2011


To My Dearest Girlfriend/Baby in Curtin.
I Love U.
I love u more than what i can say.

Thank you for accepting my weirdness.
thank you for forgiving me.
thank you for loving me...

i hope its not too late to say,
Happy Belated Birthday.

i know, i believe, i am sure,
this is not the last birthday celebration...

we will still be together,
no matter where we work,
how long we separated apart,

i still love u.
awww. mushy mushy...

Bah, bless u, and i hope u love ur dildo.


Monday, October 31, 2011

Oh My God!

Oh My God!
I didn't realize that I've abundant my blog for like, 1 semester?
Oh No. My Final Semester is like a NIGHTMARE for me!
The never-ending work.
i cannot believe that i actually go through all these challenges.
together with my dearly friends.
i am so proud of myself, and also my course-mates!

This 3.5years isn't that easy.
there are some memories that i would like to share. and i think i will never forget them in my entire life......

The moment when i printed out my Final Year Project Report.
No words can describe the feeling, the 8-9months work is like pregnant, then typing the report (suffering) is like the process of delivery the baby, compiled and printed into a book.
the moment i received the hard copy of the report, is when i see my baby.
seriously. i feel so touched. (although my leader did most of the work, but, well, we finally did it)
The black colour book = my baby
The white one = Leslie's baby

The second thing that i won't forget about this semester is, the Final Exam Period.
Average sleeping time during exam period = less than 6 hours a day.
read, understanding, doing questions, and memorizing.
this is even worst than the fyp report period.
oh my.
but well, it's over now...

to be continue,
and all i wan to do now is

Wednesday, July 27, 2011


i am mentally tired.
i need a break.
can someone tell me.
why second week of class,
i already feel like dying?

Monday, July 25, 2011


no words can describe how sad i am right now.
few months back i got something that i've longing for.
and i lost it last night.
i am so sad.

Friday, July 22, 2011

HuiFeNn says: finally i've time to update this boring blog of mine.


and i see our timetable this sem...
monday and tuesday no class.
wednesday and thursday till 6pm.
I don't know whether this is a good thing or not.
maybe? as long as my leader dun ask me to go field trip.
NONONO! haha.

i'm taking 4 units this semester, 3 with exam.
i think they are not easy.
tectonic. ( listen to the name already scary)
environmental geoscience (first week of class a little bit boring)
formation evaluation (not sure. well testing. sighs. )

hmm. i hope all these unit dun drag down my cwa.
i spent like...... 4 semester to push them to my target.
and i just reached my target.
no accident please.

bah. off.

Thursday, July 7, 2011


i think i miss you.

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

My love

I believe in god. I believe in Jesus Christ.
Lord Jesus, thanks for giving me what I need....
I love you with all my heart. Please forgive me for forgetting u sometimes.
But father, I really can feel ur existence.
You gave me strength...
U gave me more than what I need..
You planned everything for me, lord.
Thank you god,
In Jesus name I pray, amen

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Tuesday, July 5, 2011


HuiFeNn says: Finally can have a peaceful holiday

every semester like this.
few months before the exam,
status: die la. i dunno what i am learning
few weeks before the exam,
status: omg. die la.
a week before exam,
i hope i can get Distinction. can kua? (calculating the mark, IF i got this for final and this for internal)
during exam,
status: die la die la... can pass or not oh? (calculating the mark again, and say die)
after the exam,
status: ermmm.... ok kua??? can pass la...can pass la. can get credit kua??
one day before result release,
status: omg omg omg omg HOW?
the day result release,
Status, HOW HOW HOW? I am scared like shit? i dun want to get supp. give me pass. please. pass is enuf for me. no supp no fail.
'resulting' process,
status: refresh, refresh, refresh, i dunno what i am thinking now?
after viewing the result,
status: oh, thanks got. a lot better than wad i expected.

time to sleep. i am happy now.
zhi zhu chang le. LOL!

Sunday, June 26, 2011


i am so disappointed. again.
maybe i expect too much. i don't know.
i just want everything to be normal.
not too much. but at least normal.
but i know this is hard for you.
what i can do is to accept all these.

i knocked my head today.
so fucking pain.
real pain. i think the 'painest' head knocking i ever kena.
damn it.

Sunday, June 19, 2011


Have you ever been DEEPLY hurt before?
I tell you... The feeling makes u realize that you are still alive. You are still breathing and you still know the pain.
I hate the one who hurt me for months.
But then I realize, no point.
I hurt myself more than he hurt me when I choose to hate him.
So yeah, I let go everything. And just let everything remain neutral.
But I definitely miss those time when we were together.

Saturday, June 4, 2011

I am back

Huifen says: dear blog, I miss you...

Final exam!! After 19 years of studying... I feel tired... Real tired. I don't love books. I hate lecture slides. And I want to work. I want more and more money....
My brain is not productivity anymore. I am now a very slow learner. I am so tired

I love my coursemates. And I am going to miss them like crazy after we graduate...

I am gonna appreciate each and every seconds we are together. Doesn't matter studying together or playing together...

I met lots of great friends from uni...
A friend that Never fail to cheer me up when I am down. I know u know I am talking about you.
A friend that I really treasure and love... because she is my first female friend in geology. I know u know who u are.
A noob friend and an ex noob leader that are so thick face skin. I will miss u too after we graduate.
A friend that is rich, but never show off, willing to sell movie ticket with me.. its so embarrassing
A friend that I don't even know I have to describe him/her as 'him' or 'her'. Well, I will miss ur petai boy!
A friend that can fight with me 7 days continuous in a week with me. The one who make me drop 15ml of tears.
A friend that cute like a cat... Who like to play cubit cubit. I'm gonna miss ur cubit cubit darling..
And also my very super cool groupmates!! They are just too cool! I am going to miss each and every one of them!!! Especially the girl in the group <3
And not forget... An ex friend that used to be so close to me but now a stranger to me. I am gonna forget everything about you soon. No hate and no love. Put down everything. Just let it go...

Oh ya _!| and also my super long housemate. Gonna kick u kuat kuat

Thanks for the one who made this for me

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Location:Jalan Marigold,Miri,Malaysia

Friday, May 13, 2011

i am back

Hey, i am back. and i reopen back my blog,
and removed all those emo emo posts
busy with final year project.
Friday the thirteen.
for someone.
i am always the devil.
but i don't care.
and i dun want to think anymore.
but this thing just can't get off my mine.

i learned a lot this semester.
not academically.
but... well... erm...
but it costs me... a lot.
i mean. a lot. a lot. and a lot.

i believed in my 6th sense.
and well.
i believe what i am suspecting is true.

i don't know why.
i hate myself for hating someone.
and i cant stop myself for hating that person,
because i am DEEPLY HURT!
i don't know why.
few months back i even hope.
during my birthday.
that person will come and tell me...
''happy birthday. i am just joking with you. ''
and i think, that will be the bestest birthday gift this year.

but well.
this it never happen.
and it will never happen again.
i am just dreaming.

how can someone that used to be sooooooo close to me....
do all these to me?

and i hate.
i really hate.
i really really hate.

i hate because i care.
the more i don't want to think about it...
the more it came across my mine.

how can someone blame everything on me?
when i am not the only one who wrong?

and i am like.....
so sad.
i just read back our conversation.
conversation about i gave u my email password.
to search something in my email.
someone that i trusted.
so much.
became a stranger to me now.
what a nice friend i had.

Sunday, March 20, 2011


this is a post.
especially dedicate to...
Mr. Edwin Kwong Chek An.

Edwin, don't play cool war with me liao k.
it's not fun at all.
I miss YOU!
sorry for everything.

i miss us. together.

Don't you?

please forgive me.
I am sorry.

Saturday, March 5, 2011

a confession

HuiFeNn says: More Holiday Please!

Oh My God! Gray. erm
i gotta agree with wad the dangerous and poisonous girl XD say. remain neutral.
Erm, sometime's i don't know what's my problem.
Nobody is perfect.

Okay, i admit.
i think i know my mistakes.
but know what?
I never forget those memories we had together.

There's no right or wrong.
I cannot say that i am 100% right. cz i admit...
sometimes i am like a machine gun. non stop shotting.
but i cannot say that you're right as well.
can't produce any sound when you're clapping with one hand right.

Ok. my confession.
i ever angry another person for some stupid childish reason.
but now...
i already know my mistakes.
and i tried to be good with her.
and she gives me positive feedback.
and being forgiving
so we're still good now.
and i love her. lots.

do you know the feeling of when you're trying to talk with someone...
then that person like..
oo... mm... ok...
how do u feel?

the last year of my uni life.
i appreciate these 3 years. loadz.
i want it to be a perfect memories!

i cannot force someone to forgive me or anything.
i sincerely apologize.
i am sorry.


Wednesday, March 2, 2011

I Can Prove U WRONG!

HuiFeNn says: I made a wrong decision last year.
and now, i am regret.


and it feels like...
yes, shit.


Sunday, February 13, 2011

Happy Valentines

HuiFeNn says: Happy Valentine's Day!
And this will be a private post.
Just for you to read. LOL

Baby, please sms me to get the password for this post XD

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Chinese New Year

Nah, i love them. LoL

HuiFeNn says: few more days, and i am excited. haha. i need more money. XD

Monday, January 31, 2011


HuiFeNn says: i got myself a pair of Nike after being Adidas fans for 5 years. Hello Nike.

Sigh, someone looking for hot chicks at segama while i am busy shopping for Chinese New Year stuff with my Parents. Hmpphhh! Not Fair.

Password to my heart XD

Sunday, January 30, 2011


I think i got the cutest dog in the world. haha.
the most stupid dog. =.='''

Saturday, January 29, 2011


HuiFeNn Says: my valentine.
i kinda miss these two hiao poh. =.='''

Thursday, January 27, 2011


HuiFeNn says: I feel great!

I finally got this little thing that I envied for years. LoL. HaHa.
I am not going to tell you what it is. Haha. But I am really happy. LoL.
Hint: A thing that you can't even get it with money. LoL.

I feel amazing to blog through Microsoft Words. LoL. I know I am sakai. LoL
But I never knew that Microsoft Words got this function. LoL. Pretty cool.

I want to watch Green Hornet. But too bad, I can't watch it in KK.
Mr. Brandon Sim, u better accompany watch it in Miri.
L I want to watch in 3D. L
sad sad sad.

I got no inspiration to blog L
I don't want to abandon my blog

I watched few more movies. LoL.

  1. Homecoming
  2. Great Day
  3. Faster
  4. Fair Game
  5. ShaoLin
  6. The way back

And I finally ended my 6 weeks internship at Kumpulan Ikram.
And I got my recommendation letter. LoL.

Celebrate at Manhattan Fish Market.
I ordered Fish and Chips (Dory Fish),
He ordered Fish and Chips (dunno-what-fish),
We ate fried mushroom, fried shrimp, fried squid.
We watched Homecoming.

We ate New York Giant Burger last week. Super sinful and super big for two.
He paid for it. Thanks.

I read a book, written by Rebecca Skloot, The Immortal Life of Henrietta Lacks.
I am biology noobies. I don't even know who she is, until yesterday.
Yeah, YESTERDAY only I know the existence of HELA cells.
and the story behind Hela Cells.

Very heartbreaking story, Google Henrietta Lacks for more information.
<s> you can get the ebook easily </s>
I'll blog about her soon.

I left only few more days at Kota Kinabalu.
I will definitely miss my friends here, Wong Chik Yoong, Chennie, Lenny, Laikee.

p/s: Happy Belated Birthday, Azlan. I hope u will like the gift. Heheh. You're sweet. LoL.

I like to blog about the things in my mind. But I got no inspiration of what to blog.
Ok, then I will blog about CURANG since I like to use this word recently.

What is Curang? Hahaha. I don't know how to define curang. LoL.
Something like, u already attached and then u find another partner? Hahaha.

In my opinion, there are several types of CURANG(s). Haha.
For example, the husband CURANG to find prostitute, or the wife curang find another guy, or the boyfriend curang find his ex, or the girlfriend curang date with two guys at the same time.
ermm, this is unacceptable. LoL. What about mentally Curang? LoL. How to say ah... like... ok. You're already attached. Then ur 'mentally' still thinking of another guy. LoL. You get what I mean? LoL. Errr. Let's say, (IF-just IF ah), I am no longer single, which mean, I already have a boyfriend, but, I am still thinking of another guy, like dreaming ka... BUT, in the real life, you know that you love your boyfriend very much. Is this what we called CURANG? Hahaha. Not right? Hahaha.

Let's see another situation, for the guys. This guy having body contact, I mean very intimate with another girl, but then he knows that he don't love this girl, and he still loves the lady that waiting for him at the house. So, this is physically curang? Is this considered as curang?

I don't know. Or curang means, you love two girls/guys at the same time? LoL.
I am not sure. Hahahah.


Bah, bye.



Tuesday, January 18, 2011



Wednesday, January 12, 2011

Long post

HuifeNn says: Oh My God. I ‘curang’ in my dream last night. Hahahahaha. But it was a nice and sweet dream. LoL. I want more. LoL. See u tonight. Hahahahaha.

6 more days (excluding weekends) and I will be totally FREE! Haha. I want to yamcha with Wong Chik Yoong and Lenny Ng. I don’t have time for them during my internship period. I don’t know why… I just sit at the office for EIGHT hours, doing nothing. But once I reached home, I felt like I am a dead meat. I mean so freaking tired. Do nothing but feel so tired. Weird huh…
I’ve watched lots of movies. LoL. Here I list them down.

1. Megamind
2. Narnia
3. Lelio Popo
4. My Soul to take
5. Due Date
6. Paranormal Activity 2
7. Season of the Witch
8. Bloody School Camp
9. Just Call me Nobody
10. Tron
11. Tourist
12. Gulliver's travel

And few more. But I forgot. Need to ask Mr. Yeap. LoL.
Know what! I got my first cheque! Not from Nuffnang, it’s from IKRAM! Hahahahaha. Not going to tell you how much we got. Haha… I think quite high pay for interns. LoL.
I am going to REMEMBER back what happened on my 2010. Haha. I know a little bit late to do post like this now. Hahah. It’s okay bah… haha. busy ba. Haha. now only I am free. LoL.
a) Received my first salary for working at DVD shop. Approximately 0.9k for 3 weeks. LoL. And lots of DVDs.
b) Bought a pair of nice Adidas. But then wore only once. Haha. pain. Lol. And thank you Mrs. Chong for donating her Silver Adidas to me. Haha.
c) Field Trip to Lambir. Haha. Don’t ask me how dark I am that time. And I lost my ears epidermis because of the sunburn. Went to Cemetery for field work. LoL.
d) Discovered Coffee Bean is a Super Nice place to study. Haha.
e) Me and Laikee study at Miri City Fan. GARDEN!
f) Passed my structural geology. =.=’’’
g) My sister married! And she is now no longer Miss Sim, but Mrs. Chong. HaHa.
h) Hwee Hwee called me from UK and Wendy called me too… to wish me Happy Birthday. Appreciated!
i) Received birthday present from Wendy and Hwee Hwee post the paleontology toy for me. Touched.
j) And Miri friends treat me movie, How to Train Your Dragon and Miri Café. And their present. Thanks.
k) Leslie and Laikee shake hand shake hands. Lol.
l) July Semester Break at KK. Lenny Doctor stories. Hahaha. Like like like.
m) Passed Igneous Petrology.
n) Geophysics presentations. Kiwi group Leader. Got 9/10 for salt introduction. Proud!
o) 7 days field trip at Kundasang. Lost my camera charger 
p) Nuffnang hit >RM50, which mean I can CASH OUT!
q) Like to watched DVD at home.
r) Pappi spayed!
s) Fought with Laikee several times.
t) Received Big Letter.
u) Watched 2 karma incidents with my OWN EYES!
v) Went to Bungai Beach with Leslie and Laikee.
w) Got more malay friends 
x) In love with Jay superman.
y) ??? with the friendship stuff. Who backstabbed who… who gossip who. Lalala.
z) Internship

Nah, that’s my A to Z of 2010. Memories Memories Memories. I miss ICPU so much. Haha.. Haha. Sometimes I felt like… some friends are seriously weird. Like-you-don’t-know-what-the-fuck-you-did and they suddenly anti you and says that you’re eww, so disgusting. Or some even more weird… this moment, the sincerely apologized to you, next second, they will tell the whole world, how innocent they are, and you’re like a super bad evil bullying them. Lalala. I don’t know what I am saying. Blabbing Blabbing Blabbing. I rather you-just-ignore-me-and-go-fuck-yourself, than fake yourself to me. Don’t like. Don’t like. Then some friends, they-don’t-know-what-the-fuck-they-are-talking-about. Like me. LoL. They can simply pop out some words that not supposed to mention. Haha. Some friends are very-lack-of-love-and-lack-of-attention. HaHa. They will do something weird to get your attention. Hahahaha.
Lalala. Hate me for who I am than love me for whom I am not. Again, never fake yourself. LoL.

There are a few friends that I will never-delete-them in my entire life. Haha. I hope. Lol.
a) Lenny Ng
b) Wong Chik Yoong
c) Chan Sze Hwee
d) Wendy Kee
e) Chan Chun Fong
f) Leslie Chong
g) Yeap Lai Ke

LoL. Not bad ma. I got 2-3 VERY-SUPER-DUPER-BESTFRIEND from each and every school that I study. Haha. They are my ‘Grade A’ friends. Hahahaha. And I SUPER DUPER F*CKING LOVE THEM!

Tuesday, January 11, 2011


HuiFeNn says: Lido satay very nice. LoL
Happy Birthday Chennie Sheila Wong.

Long Long Journey.
my 3.5 years....
journey to get a Bsc.

Not easy to be a geologist.

that's all. bye