time flies...

2 months...

still fail

sighs. haha.

@office

Sitting in the office and doing nothing is some kinda torturing.

One more month. Sigh

Merry xmas

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HuiFeNn says: >

internship so sien again.

LB transferred to lab.

and i am alone at HQ.

dislike dislike dislike!

Quite active recently. Lol..
Its quite funny when two noobies go dating...
Like both of them got no experience at all..
they don't know know what to do actually... Lol.

I am quite happy with my life now and looking forward to my kl trip. Lol.

I am super in love with kota kinabalu...
i love everything here.

I love the cinemaS, tnhe popcorns...
i love fook yuen...
I love san yuk mian..
I love the guys here
Lol..

But i miss my pappi...
anyone know where to buy cheap sony camera charger??

Internship

Disgusting. eww. tak suka tak suka.

internship not that bored anymore. haha.

not only playing with binding machine and a quite high technology photocopier.. =.='''

dun play play lor. the photocopier can multitasking one. hahahaha.

gained something from the internship.

i mean, at least now i feel like i am learning something.
playing with microsoft excel, pdf converter and also microsoft words. LOL.

we learn how calculate number of boreholes when they're giving u a certain target and depth.

someone derived his own formula somemore. lol.

lol. we learn how do the summary of the boreholes log and the SPT for the soil.

lol. i also know how to curi tulang. hahahahahahahaha.

nah. at least we're not wasting the 3 month holiday. haha.

bah. life's good.

Ask for more

what else do i need?

nothing.

i got more than enough.

i've a cute dog, pretty sister and mother, super stingy father, annoying brother, 2 naughty nephews.

AND ALSO

THEM!

the always CUTE wong chik yoong

The always 38 poh Lenny Ng

the always weird weird licin

my buddy, that can accompany all day long (if no hilux), Leslie Chong,

My Darling Hwee Hwee and Wendy.

last but not least.

my annoying coursemate, laikee. lol.

so, people....

friends are measured by quality...

not quantity.

my super top 7 friends are more than enough.

no need to ask for more. heheh.

i am happy. hahaha.

HuiFeNn

The real Holiday

Bah, result released.

and i am release too.

i don't get a good result

but cukup makan.

thats all.

bah

KOTA KINABALU

Hey! Guess what! I am in KK - KOTA KINABALU now!

LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE!

Internship internship :)

megamind megamind :)

gossip gossip gossip :)

i am happy. because i'm going to meet.....

LENNY NG

WONG CHIK YOONG

LEE CHIN VUI

YEAP LAI KEE
KHO KEE HUI

HAPPY to the max.

My sister wedding = tiring.

lol

Next: Haunted McD!

How much do you worth?

HuHuHu..

i think today is my happiest day for this year.

3 months holiday, here i come!

Don't wanna think about magma, rocks, mineral, lava, tectonics for THREE FREAKING MONTHS.

NONONO!

But I've internship......

I can't wait to go back to Kota Kinabalu.

a lot of things happened during these few weeks.

my sister wedding ceremony on this Sunday.

Mummy busy preparing for the wedding.

and i've been asking myself.

how much do you worth?

Future Brother in Law brought those stuff to my house as engagement.

and with an angpau...

when my parents opened the angpau,

i questioned myself...

is the amount inside represents how much do my sister worth?

i don't know....

i've no idea.............

Another question....

what do marriage mean to you?

LoL.

If only marriage had autocorrect (Steve Jobs, 2010)

read this from Steve Jobs twitter, and i seriously LOLed.

Marriage....

when i was a little girl,

i thought that marriage is something like...

i love u... u love me...

and we kahwin. and i will spent the rest of my life with you. that's all. simple.

but now... my point of view towards marriage has changed.

marriage is no longer a simple thing.

for me at least.

it involves two families instead of 2 humans.

sometimes, even if i love you,

but your parents hate me like shit,

i am pretty sure that.....

the game will be over.

My mum, when she was around my age, she already carried 2 sons and a daughter.

and i am still an innocent young girl. kononnya.

and i don't even know how to love and to be loved.

=.='''

So, it's not easy to get someone that you love, and at the same time, ur family accept him/her.

so, i am here to wish my sis........

XING FU KUAI LE....

whatever. i know this is a lamp post, opps, i mean lame post. lol.

whatever. i am bored.

KARMA

i feel so funny with those shitty things.

hahahahha, i believe in karma.

LOL!

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

902037432874218980985022341 things happened last night.

started with something really depressing,

but ended up with something really funny.

and i am not going to mention what happened.

well. F.R.I.E.N.D.S

i feel like soo zzz.

i tell mr.V something bout Miss. L.

and Miss L. come and ask me.

i explain to Miss L.

later, Mr.E come and ask me again.

=.='''

Mr.V. i am not gonna tell u anything again. lalala.

=.='''

Kundasang

Doing Field Trip Report, making me..

kinda miss Kundasang...

P/s: aiman, saya tak sedih. i love u k.

P.O.S.T.I.N.G

Either u post, or u don't post.

Don't post something like this. LoL

V.I.N.C.E.N.T

It's either a boy, or a girl. never a vincent.

A.P.P.R.E.C.I.A.T.E

it's either u forget, or u appreciate it forever.

either u try to comfort or keep quite. never add oil to someone who is already angry.

H.O.L.D

either u let go, or u hold it tight.

L.o.V.e

Either u love, or u don't. don't stand on boundary. metastable. erm.

Photo taken by: Lousy Sony Camera

L.I.E

either u don't lie or u just lie forever. thats all.

emo

HuiFeNn says: i wanna hold u till i die.

I am too tired for everything.
I kind of missing fieldtrip and kundasang weather.

I kinda tired with people around me.
I just don't like the feeling of.........................
yes. this feeling.

But, i do actually LOVE my TOPAZ groupmates/team mates or wadever

They are just TOO great... Hearts...

XD LOL

I kniht niwde ekil ot nialpmoc ouy leef os? XD

Fieldwork

HuifeNn says: im seriously nt ready for fieldwork.

I don't like walking more than 5km just to c rocks.

I don't like to carry 1hammer, 1compass, 4bottles of water, biscuit, notebook everything, for more than 5km distance.

I don't want to take only oreo for my lunch.

I don't want to tahan kencing and berak for a day...

I don't want to measure dip and strike..

I don't want to climb here and there...

I hate sweating.

But...

I want to be a geologist..

No choice. I have to love all these.....

Good luck

Someone is finally Legal today.

HuiFeNn says: Had wonderful dinner with my beloved housemates and Nephew.
(Brunei-escapade)

LOL. Sorry for the past few posts. My emo post and 'BULLETFUL' posts.
i am not in a good mood to blog.
Pms or anything. suibian.

My Important Part 6: Yeap Lai Kee

This guy is nothing.

But.

He is my friend.

He is my good friend.

he is my best friend.

he is my unimate.

he is my coursemate.

he is my housemate.

he is my companion for dinner.

he is my companion for lunch.

he is my companion for movies.

he is my cook.

he is my driver.

he is my tutor.

he is my lecturer.

Conclusion: He is still nothing.

Basically, he is just a Pig

What i hate about him

HE IS SUPER BAD TEMPERED. wtf

and when i complain to him about this, this is what he replied

YLK: you thought yours very good ah?

wtf again. ok. i admit. dang

He is now a Mac/Apple fan boy.

He super hearts apple products. Aiming for apple products. ==

He hobby = scolding others
It's time for me to scold u back! lalala. after he scold, he will act like nothing happen, and tell u... har?? yameh?? mei you... and u will ONLY give him this reaction: WTF

He is super selfish.

selfish until lend me his ipad everyday. =.='''

ok. he is selfish for his face. zzz.

EVERYTIME, when we want to take a photo with him, he will cover his face. lalala.

and found lotzzz of his photos with others.

oooo.. like that la. we're not important. nevermind lorrr.

He is rush

Next year assignment, he can finish now. thats all.

He is #$^&*

Imagine, tomorrow 2pm flight, and u lost ur passport at 2am. $%^&* or not?

his brain = fully occupied by lecture slides and geology stuff.

Every morning, Aiyak, i forgot to bring my handphone

ALTHOUGH he is fussy, annoying, bossy, kaypoh, bad tempered etc etc...

he is still nothing to me

he is still jasdkfnoasdjfoasjdkflajskdfjadsjf;knc zx invoakmc;lkxm;alsfplaks;lcmas;ldk'KFLERJIUBVIDCNKLXZNCNX;kndvscklandskcnsadkncvkdbv lnkdnviadubvcknxckjbScfnasc,xnanckjabskcnak;sd flskdfvaiefhow;jc aljbvl kbgvskdc;l dnvjckdbvkjabsdfkj s;dlcnasdkvnhladjf;oasdj ;lk

TO ME!

Don't understand? its ok. i know he understand then enough liao.

and lastly,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, Mr. Yeap Lai Kee.

hjfkladsjf;asdjvln iefhoew;fcmaslck/dvkadvnjkasdnc,dsca

OK?

Mana promise promisemu?

Old man. dur.

lalala.

No photos because i blog through phone. haha.

~HuiFeNn~

_______ OFF (Fill in the blank)!!

HuiFeNn says: I've deleted my fb account. i mean deactivated. DEACTIVATED.

I am so WTF with annoying bitches around me

i hate them. %^&*(

some guys, they don't know what they're saying.

they like to step on ur tail.

and make u anti them like shit.

they never think of wad are the consequences after saying those words.

Friendship are fragile.

and...

just fuck off if u dun like

stop seeking for attention.

you're not important at all.

i hate u.

Bye.

never STOP loving (ii)

HuiFeNn says: I blog for myself. I don't force you to read my blog.
just go away if you don't like my style of blogging.

if you think what i write

is ''who cares''...

then just go away. and who cares if u read my blog or not. duhhhh

If everyone can blog like xiaxue, then i guess no one will bother to work anymore.

just stay at home and get income from blogging =.='''

Okay. back to my STOP topic.

• STOP CONTROLdon't try to control someone that you care. maybe its okay for you to control. but don't exceed the limit. else she will show this to you.
  


and ask u to FUCK OFF! its so f*cking annoying when someone is controlling someone. like... you're controlling ur target, not your girlfriend ah she will definitely feel like.. what the hell this guys want. who are u to control me? wtf.

• STOP BEING A MUMMYBOYLike... you're going out with your target. and she wants to eat KFC. and u tell her. i'm sorry. my mum don't let me eat fast food, then she suggest sushi king, and u tell her, sorry,it's a little bit expensive, i need to ask my dad first, u call ur dad. and you tell ur girl. sorry. my dad don't let me eat sushi king, i think we go to my uncle's shop there and eat for free. the girl will WTF again. then she say. BORING. go for a movie? and u say. i am sorry. i need to ask for my mum. if i can go out or not. i am sorry. my mum don't let me go. i'm pretty sure that the girl will SWTF. S for super.
  
  
• STOP all your THOUGHT and START to THINK


Example. You thought that you're smart. you thought that you're handsome. you thought that you're rich. you thought that this girl likes u. you thought that you're attractive. you thought that you're sexy. you thought that you're helpful. you thought that you're kind. you thought that you're good in everything.
Instead of ''THOUGH'' all there. u should start to think. think about it. do i look handsome? what do i need to do to make me more handsome. The handsome that i mean is not physically. girls will give u HIGHER mark if u have INNER BEAUTY. even if u look like lee hom, but ur attitude like shit, they will still have a conference or meeting just to say something BAD about u behind. ''thoughts'' are useless. People thought you're smart. but actually you're dumb. people thought you're sooooo f*cking good in everything. but actually you're TIN KOSONG. so, for me... thought is POINTLESS

~HuiFeNn~

never STOP loving

HuiFeNn says: Tired, sleepy. but i need to blog. because i promised Baby LiLy to do so

LaLaLa. I don't have any experience in 'relationship' stuff.

I mean the boyfriend-girlfriend relationship.

girl-boy relationship.

L.O.V.E stuff.

so, this post is definitely a CRAP.

H is for HUIFEN!

LoL!

LiLy's post CLICK is about 'things to START doing'.

And my post will be 'things to STOP doing'

in terms of relationship, of course. or even friendship.

Sometimes, u should know what other LOVE or HATE.

start doing things that will let them LOVE you,

and STOP doing things that will let them HATE you.

that's all. simple isn't?

In order to chase a girl, or gain a super friendship, there are several things u need to do.

else she will feel like you're annoying, and cannot 'click' with you.

if you can sense that she is trying to 'avoid' you...

u need to STOP.

SO,

• STOP acting Hero for your 'no-so-close' target

NEVER EVER do this. just my personal point of feel, i hope u guys don't feel offended. no offence ya... For me, if i am not close with you, if you're trying to ACT like a superhero.... i will feel like... O.o... oooooo..... fake.... like.. eww. something wrong with this guy. for example... IF this guy telling me that he is good in piano la... violin la... basketball la... his dad gave him a lambo as birthday present la... i will just.... WOW....


and just assume that you're a liar even though what you told me is real. or, you're trying to be hero like telling her how noble you are.... help this little kitten and little puppy... this is just....... annoying...

even the kittens feel like killing you because you're using them.

and the girl will DEFINITELY deduct your IMPRESSION mark, but at the same time... you THOUGHT that you gained the impression mark! wtf.

• STOP ASKING FOR SYMPATHY
  is like..... u try to act pity... telling the girl about your past... how pity you are... how hurt u are in the past relationship... how stress you are... and how fragile u are. if i am the girl, i will look at u, and tell u, '' can u please be more 'man' and try to learn from mistakes?'' and fuck off then.Its's better to tell someone that you trust, someone that care for you. basically, is not so 'right' to win a girl's heart by using this tactic right? try to do something else. or START to do something from LILY's blog. LoL. bitch, i am helping u to promote ur blog
  
  
• STOP forcing yourself too much in a relationshipthis is quite important. for me at least. i think right... in my opinion, i think relationship will HAPPEN naturally... just like MAGIC. if you can 'click' with her... which mean... it is a good sign. but if NOT... don't be disappointed, read LiLy's START post , cause it is better to give up earlier than.... err. how to say... example la... like... you want to dig a well. i mean water well of cz. u dig for 0.5m down... and u can feel like... there's no water down there... it will be an empty well. so, is better for u to just give up the well than continue digging until u reach the inner core of the earth, and still u got nothing or even sacrifice urself.. got my point now?
  
  

i'm lack of idea now. i will update again soon.

~huifenn 2.25am~

Important Part 5

HuiFeNn says: too busy lazy to update my blog.

I hate batu api. Batu api, fuck off. wtf.
But it's okay, since you're batu api, i'll be batu api too. let others hate u as well.

LaLaLa. i know i am bad. whatever. who cares.

My Top Ten Favourite List Top 10

Number 5

Definitely goes to Tiny and Dangerous LiLy

p/s: i will not separate LiLy Lum and her Hon, C.H.M.

So, okay lor. give u lor. Number 5 goes go LiLy Lum and C.H.M

LiLy Lum.

Amoi, i kenal u more than satu tahun sudah! and u belum lagi grow tinggi-er!

wtf. wasted my 2 tahun birthday wish :(

And this amoi oh... she kata ohhhh... she mahu guna this photo... to join ms. curtin. LoL. Jk. jangan marah ba

update: she said that she looks like chen qiao en. LoL.

If oh.... dia hilang dari curtin oh..

my life will be soooo empty. hahaha.

who will accompany me to fool classmates during april fool? wtf.

who will help me to reload my bullet when i am ''out of bullets''?

wtf. evil! evil lily. but.... P.R.E.C.I.O.U.S

Don't act innocent liao la.

Bitchy lily.

This bitch is scary.....

she likes to plant flowers.

LoL...! and her flowers telah disunat dan dipotong by her bf. lol.

And this evil bitchy LiLy Lum's Bf, Mr. Chung How Min

He is so $%^&*(*&%$# zzz

He always says that he has a big _____ (fill in the blank)

and even TUDUH i like to SEE his ______ (fill in the blank)

wtf. why do i need to see ur _______ (Fill in the blank)

ur _____ (fill in the blank) big or it is just ur B_sh (fill in the blank)

WTF.

And, yeah, the evil couple. wtf

Their Daughther,

and their son

The L's Family

And this LANSI friend of mine...

not only TUDUH that i see his ______ (fill in the blank)

But he always scold me that i like to walk between LiLy and Him.

wtf. u walk at the left side cannot meh.

ish. lol.

I am pretty sure that he went to melacca before.

or just came back from melaka.

Because...

__________________________________________________

Fill in the blank.

HINT:

By the way, Mr. Chung is my kawan of SUPP! LoL.

Important part 4

HuiFeNn says: Happy Tuition Free Week! I am gonna in love with phase diagram. soon.

and, i don't hate you, but i miss you

HuiFeNn Says: someone thought that i am my housemate's elder sister. WTF!

Okay. My Top Ten Favourite List #4.

Who else if not WENDY KEE!?

She has a HIGH BOILING POINT.

she's freaking HOT!

For this girl, i am so speechless about her.

she has the ability, to make u... fall in love with her.

guess she had rejected N number of guys.

She is cute ever since she is born.

and she likes to act cute.

she likes to multiply the words by two.

For example, wendy is cute cute...

yea, this is wad i mean.

My love for her...

is more than how much i love my country, Malaysia

because she is a merdeka baby, 31/8 baby.

Yea, her birthday coming soon.

She is my another laopo.

I love her. like how i love hwee.

She is a really soft-hearted girl.

in short, she cries easily.

I get shocked when she cried for a comedy movie, in cinema.

I get shocked when she cried in karaoke, when we were singing laopo.

she said the song represent us, and she gave us her tears.

Hugz and loves.

And baby, i miss u. and u know that you're so important to me.

I love u more than what i can say.

see you.

Happy Birthday, Baby