itimu

i think i miss you.

My love

I believe in god. I believe in Jesus Christ.
Lord Jesus, thanks for giving me what I need....
I love you with all my heart. Please forgive me for forgetting u sometimes.
But father, I really can feel ur existence.
You gave me strength...
U gave me more than what I need..
You planned everything for me, lord.
Thank you god,
In Jesus name I pray, amen


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RESULT

HuiFeNn says: Finally can have a peaceful holiday

every semester like this.

few months before the exam,

status: die la. i dunno what i am learning

few weeks before the exam,

status: omg. die la.

a week before exam,

i hope i can get Distinction. can kua? (calculating the mark, IF i got this for final and this for internal)

during exam,

status: die la die la... can pass or not oh? (calculating the mark again, and say die)

after the exam,

status: ermmm.... ok kua??? can pass la...can pass la. can get credit kua??

one day before result release,

status: omg omg omg omg HOW?

the day result release,

Status, HOW HOW HOW? I am scared like shit? i dun want to get supp. give me pass. please. pass is enuf for me. no supp no fail.

'resulting' process,

status: refresh, refresh, refresh, i dunno what i am thinking now?

after viewing the result,

status: oh, thanks got. a lot better than wad i expected.

conclusion:

time to sleep. i am happy now.

zhi zhu chang le. LOL!

again

i am so disappointed. again.

maybe i expect too much. i don't know.

i just want everything to be normal.

not too much. but at least normal.

but i know this is hard for you.

what i can do is to accept all these.

i knocked my head today.

so fucking pain.

real pain. i think the 'painest' head knocking i ever kena.

damn it.

&*)^&*(^%$@#$%^&*()_

Me

Have you ever been DEEPLY hurt before?
I tell you... The feeling makes u realize that you are still alive. You are still breathing and you still know the pain.
I hate the one who hurt me for months.
But then I realize, no point.
I hurt myself more than he hurt me when I choose to hate him.
So yeah, I let go everything. And just let everything remain neutral.
But I definitely miss those time when we were together.

I am back

Huifen says: dear blog, I miss you...

Final exam!! After 19 years of studying... I feel tired... Real tired. I don't love books. I hate lecture slides. And I want to work. I want more and more money....
My brain is not productivity anymore. I am now a very slow learner. I am so tired

I love my coursemates. And I am going to miss them like crazy after we graduate...

I am gonna appreciate each and every seconds we are together. Doesn't matter studying together or playing together...

I met lots of great friends from uni...
A friend that Never fail to cheer me up when I am down. I know u know I am talking about you.
A friend that I really treasure and love... because she is my first female friend in geology. I know u know who u are.
A noob friend and an ex noob leader that are so thick face skin. I will miss u too after we graduate.
A friend that is rich, but never show off, willing to sell movie ticket with me.. its so embarrassing
A friend that I don't even know I have to describe him/her as 'him' or 'her'. Well, I will miss ur petai boy!
A friend that can fight with me 7 days continuous in a week with me. The one who make me drop 15ml of tears.
A friend that cute like a cat... Who like to play cubit cubit. I'm gonna miss ur cubit cubit darling..
And also my very super cool groupmates!! They are just too cool! I am going to miss each and every one of them!!! Especially the girl in the group <3
And not forget... An ex friend that used to be so close to me but now a stranger to me. I am gonna forget everything about you soon. No hate and no love. Put down everything. Just let it go...

Oh ya _!| and also my super long housemate. Gonna kick u kuat kuat

Thanks for the one who made this for me





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i am back

Hey, i am back. and i reopen back my blog,

and removed all those emo emo posts

busy with final year project.

sighs.

Friday the thirteen.

for someone.

i am always the devil.

but i don't care.

and i dun want to think anymore.

but this thing just can't get off my mine.

i learned a lot this semester.

not academically.

but... well... erm...

life.

but it costs me... a lot.

i mean. a lot. a lot. and a lot.

i believed in my 6th sense.

and well.

i believe what i am suspecting is true.

i don't know why.

i hate myself for hating someone.

and i cant stop myself for hating that person,

because i am DEEPLY HURT!

i don't know why.

few months back i even hope.

during my birthday.

that person will come and tell me...

''happy birthday. i am just joking with you. ''

and i think, that will be the bestest birthday gift this year.

but well.

this it never happen.

and it will never happen again.

i am just dreaming.

how can someone that used to be sooooooo close to me....

do all these to me?

and i hate.

i really hate.

i really really hate.

i hate because i care.

the more i don't want to think about it...

the more it came across my mine.

how can someone blame everything on me?

when i am not the only one who wrong?

and i am like.....

so sad.

i just read back our conversation.

conversation about i gave u my email password.

to search something in my email.

someone that i trusted.

so much.

became a stranger to me now.

what a nice friend i had.

XD