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Huifen says: dear blog, I miss you...

Final exam!! After 19 years of studying... I feel tired... Real tired. I don't love books. I hate lecture slides. And I want to work. I want more and more money....
My brain is not productivity anymore. I am now a very slow learner. I am so tired

I love my coursemates. And I am going to miss them like crazy after we graduate...

I am gonna appreciate each and every seconds we are together. Doesn't matter studying together or playing together...

I met lots of great friends from uni...
A friend that Never fail to cheer me up when I am down. I know u know I am talking about you.
A friend that I really treasure and love... because she is my first female friend in geology. I know u know who u are.
A noob friend and an ex noob leader that are so thick face skin. I will miss u too after we graduate.
A friend that is rich, but never show off, willing to sell movie ticket with me.. its so embarrassing
A friend that I don't even know I have to describe him/her as 'him' or 'her'. Well, I will miss ur petai boy!
A friend that can fight with me 7 days continuous in a week with me. The one who make me drop 15ml of tears.
A friend that cute like a cat... Who like to play cubit cubit. I'm gonna miss ur cubit cubit darling..
And also my very super cool groupmates!! They are just too cool! I am going to miss each and every one of them!!! Especially the girl in the group <3
And not forget... An ex friend that used to be so close to me but now a stranger to me. I am gonna forget everything about you soon. No hate and no love. Put down everything. Just let it go...

Oh ya _!| and also my super long housemate. Gonna kick u kuat kuat

Thanks for the one who made this for me





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i am back

Hey, i am back. and i reopen back my blog,

and removed all those emo emo posts

busy with final year project.

sighs.

Friday the thirteen.

for someone.

i am always the devil.

but i don't care.

and i dun want to think anymore.

but this thing just can't get off my mine.

i learned a lot this semester.

not academically.

but... well... erm...

life.

but it costs me... a lot.

i mean. a lot. a lot. and a lot.

i believed in my 6th sense.

and well.

i believe what i am suspecting is true.

i don't know why.

i hate myself for hating someone.

and i cant stop myself for hating that person,

because i am DEEPLY HURT!

i don't know why.

few months back i even hope.

during my birthday.

that person will come and tell me...

''happy birthday. i am just joking with you. ''

and i think, that will be the bestest birthday gift this year.

but well.

this it never happen.

and it will never happen again.

i am just dreaming.

how can someone that used to be sooooooo close to me....

do all these to me?

and i hate.

i really hate.

i really really hate.

i hate because i care.

the more i don't want to think about it...

the more it came across my mine.

how can someone blame everything on me?

when i am not the only one who wrong?

and i am like.....

so sad.

i just read back our conversation.

conversation about i gave u my email password.

to search something in my email.

someone that i trusted.

so much.

became a stranger to me now.

what a nice friend i had.

XD

I.Am.Sorry

this is a post.

especially dedicate to...

Mr. Edwin Kwong Chek An.

Edwin, don't play cool war with me liao k.

it's not fun at all.

I miss YOU!

sorry for everything.

i miss us. together.

Don't you?

please forgive me.

I am sorry.

a confession

HuiFeNn says: More Holiday Please!

Oh My God! Gray. erm

i gotta agree with wad the dangerous and poisonous girl XD say. remain neutral.

Erm, sometime's i don't know what's my problem.

Nobody is perfect.

Okay, i admit.

i think i know my mistakes.

but know what?

I never forget those memories we had together.

There's no right or wrong.

I cannot say that i am 100% right. cz i admit...

sometimes i am like a machine gun. non stop shotting.

but i cannot say that you're right as well.

can't produce any sound when you're clapping with one hand right.

Ok. my confession.

i ever angry another person for some stupid childish reason.

but now...

i already know my mistakes.

and i tried to be good with her.

and she gives me positive feedback.

and being forgiving

so we're still good now.

and i love her. lots.

do you know the feeling of when you're trying to talk with someone...

then that person like..

oo... mm... ok...

how do u feel?

the last year of my uni life.

i appreciate these 3 years. loadz.

i want it to be a perfect memories!

i cannot force someone to forgive me or anything.

i sincerely apologize.

i am sorry.

~HuiFeNn~

I Can Prove U WRONG!

HuiFeNn says: I made a wrong decision last year.

and now, i am regret.

distrust.

and it feels like...

yes, shit.

bye.

Happy Valentines

HuiFeNn says: Happy Valentine's Day!

And this will be a private post.
Just for you to read. LOL

Baby, please sms me to get the password for this post XD

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Chinese New Year

Nah, i love them. LoL

HuiFeNn says: few more days, and i am excited. haha. i need more money. XD