i am back

Hey, i am back. and i reopen back my blog,

and removed all those emo emo posts

busy with final year project.

sighs.

Friday the thirteen.

for someone.

i am always the devil.

but i don't care.

and i dun want to think anymore.

but this thing just can't get off my mine.

i learned a lot this semester.

not academically.

but... well... erm...

life.

but it costs me... a lot.

i mean. a lot. a lot. and a lot.

i believed in my 6th sense.

and well.

i believe what i am suspecting is true.

i don't know why.

i hate myself for hating someone.

and i cant stop myself for hating that person,

because i am DEEPLY HURT!

i don't know why.

few months back i even hope.

during my birthday.

that person will come and tell me...

''happy birthday. i am just joking with you. ''

and i think, that will be the bestest birthday gift this year.

but well.

this it never happen.

and it will never happen again.

i am just dreaming.

how can someone that used to be sooooooo close to me....

do all these to me?

and i hate.

i really hate.

i really really hate.

i hate because i care.

the more i don't want to think about it...

the more it came across my mine.

how can someone blame everything on me?

when i am not the only one who wrong?

and i am like.....

so sad.

i just read back our conversation.

conversation about i gave u my email password.

to search something in my email.

someone that i trusted.

so much.

became a stranger to me now.

what a nice friend i had.

XD